almost forgotten

so much has happened since my last post.. for the past month.. ganon pa din ako.. i have realized that it's not easy to keep myself from doubting.. i feel so awful.. but i can't help it.. i know i shouldn't be pointing fingers but HE started it.. HE made me.. if only he hadn't lied... i know i'm giving unsolicited advice here.. but .. i'm warning all of you... LYING is a big NO-NO... unless you want to have a mediocre relationship with the one you're with... tsk...